I had the crappiest day yesterday. I felt like I progressed 10 steps over the last 3 months only to fall 7 steps back all in one day. I cried a lot, I was pissy (I hate that word because it’s not classy but whatever), and all afternoon I just wanted to hit things and sulk. It was a bad day, amidst my many, many good ones since my miscarriage.
So I resolved to not open Facebook the rest of the week.
The trouble is, I use Facebook for work. I have to update my work page, and have to look around for things on Facebook to see if the people we work with are up to anything cool, and then re-post it when they are.
So I opened up Facebook this morning dead-set on typing in the search bar at the top and not looking below at my feed. I will not look, I will not look. I will not feel like I felt yesterday. That really sucked.
My eyes shifted for probably 0.3 seconds and I saw… you guessed it… ANOTHER pregnancy announcement.
This one from a girl who had a baby this past December. This is #2. ALREADY. No joke. You just can’t make this stuff up.
And she’s in that same church group I mentioned earlier.
When can a girl catch a break?? For the love of PETE!!!! Go away go away go away!!!
I guess it’s just going to be one of those weeks…